Sunday, September 28, 2014

He Stole Books!

He stole books!

He stole books
As if one steals life out of a blood lashed war-zone
Sneaking past bodies, dead, scattered, life-less, haunting
Something he felt every day, now and then, while
Walking by crowded streets, outside platforms, in bus and trams
For he wished to hold them for a moment, people who he felt slipping away,
As if sands and he returned every time back to self,
A little confused, some grieves, few happy shades
For pages of books does carry life, and death.

He stole books
As if one steals breathes while standing, walking, passing by
Those motor cars, running away with life, and yet
Sleeping beneath those chimneys which
As if puffing smokes while staring at them as its prey
While one in faith of being alive, breathes and deep
Only to fall, and sooner, unconscious, to creep
A curse one must lay upon, for it being only gateway
To heaven, or hell, one might wonder
While he read in awe, breathing heavy

He stole books
As if one steals a glance, out of people passing by
As they meet for the first time, while walking side by side
While kissing each other, watching them fall asleep,
Having morning coffee after a night of violent love
Or sitting at dinner, amidst edges of themselves falling apart
For a little glance may shower a life, or fear, forever
While one gets stolen out of a little glance through the corner of eyes
As one stares at book after finishing, that says ‘the end’
He stole book or book stole him, he wondered!

He stole books
As if one steals a ray of light out of darkness
Fallen upon a street, full of bright faces, dresses, make-ups and eye-lashes
And yet unable to lighten up that corner of street, where lays some eyes
Behind a garbage bin, blind, yet searching for life out of darkness
Darker than rooms, filled with smokes of drugs and lust
For make noise, louder than those filthy cries of those, no more than leeches
What else lies in the dark, but god these days, for devil has a flickering new place

He stole books
As if a soldier steals a bullet, from a fellow soldier, dead now
Only to shoot at target, unknown, unseen
For, till one has bullet, one has life, he knows
Yet while another one comes zooming in blowing up his heart
He breathe slow, or fast, but deep, yet losing edges
As one breathes words, while reading towards the end
A soldier dies in silence amidst noise of raining bullets, while war continues
And so does a reader, dies too yet story continues

He stole books
As if a peasant steals a watch off a dead soldier’s hand
Fallen in the mud, while hiding behind a broken wall
At the edge of his field, torn split by bombs
Waits for another one to fall, die for he will get him this time
Their boot, and jacket too, for he feels cold being alive, they are dead now
And runs away, leaving behind corpses with open eyes, which watched him steal
While carrying a note in that stolen jacket, which read ‘we shall meet again’
As he read, and reread wondering for faces, left suffocating in the book, finished now
Finished at the same point, from where it started, as he picked another one.

By: Praveen Parasar
Date: 27/09/2014





Sunday, September 21, 2014

Scribbling

Scribbling:
"There seems to be no force greater than the force of expectations, though only competition could be is from force of hatred, for force of love is too delicate to be in such measurements at all."

~ Praveen Parasar

Monday, September 15, 2014

Known!

Known!

For who knows the darkness,
Knows to reveal
One, who has seen the light,
Knows to hide amidst gleam
Knows who of silence,
Knows how to scream
Alas! Victim of noise and sound
Knows the meanness behind voices, it seems

Knows who of soul,
Lets it to roll, behind
Fire and filth, yet finer
It goes as if a piece of gold
And what’s in a body
That decorates and flourishes
Yet disgusts, of a mind
Rotten beneath own shadows
Of corrupt imaginations

Dies one in dreams
Cherishing blooms of reality
While reality alive in its gloom
Shades over one in despair
Who walks by?
Who stays behind?
One who knows nothing
Or who knows it all, yet falls.

Knows who to carry
May hold upon it too long
Letting it suffocate, slay
Knows who to let go
May bring a smile, belong
It may not, but cares who
If life is not meant for ever
But, a moment’s dream

By: Praveen Parasar

Date: 15/9/2014

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Scribbling

Scribbling:
"it seems like a gamble, whether to put yourself randomly and let be free or giving yourself time to involve and improvise. for me the fun of writing is in the first part like an idea of honeymoon before marriage but I know somewhere that without getting into latter half, I won't be able to give them any shape at all. And all of it might be scattered and dusted eventually."

~ Praveen Parasar

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Scribbling!

Scribbling:
"Probably it is not us who exists but only our names, we live for no more than few moments while our name exists for years and years. I wonder what could be worse than being defined by a petty name."

~ Praveen Parasar

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