Scribbling:
Tragedy of Wanderer:
“Survival betrays glory; Glory, for it demands
defiance, as if to keep oneself together even if the failing, falling pieces would
not fit back but rather are bound to leave behind a fallen castle displaying the
crime to the world unashamed. While survival, it demands to override the protocol
meant for displaying the honor and chivalry of dead. It rather demands to
unnerve the untouched layers of guilt and fantasy hidden beneath the glittering
but rotting pieces of flesh and bones. It literally rapes one mercilessly and
leaves behind a piece of meat one would continue to loath forever, and yet the
hangover of being survived would let one pass through all the mess accumulated around.
Survival brings the worse out of one and it never fails to surprise how much
darkness could one carry through all those days filled with noise of cheap
laughter and hollow enthusiasm, while bleeding through the darkness in silence,
watching oneself broken and hollowed, and yet…”
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