Scribbling:
Tragedy of Wanderer:
“He stayed there whole night, looking out
of the window, waiting for her, for she had asked him to, for he wanted to, for
this was supposed to be the last meeting for them. He knew it, she knew it. He was
here to kill her; she was to come there to get killed. They were always
coherent, they probably understood each other more then they understood
themselves on their own. They had barely met more than a couple of times. He would
come and sit there on a solitary table by the corner; she would notice and come
to take his order. He would always order a glass of scotch, neat; he didn’t
like to dilute the taste. She would serve him with dead eyes, no emotions, he
would notice it without letting her know but could he, she had been in there
since her childhood, she had seen people like him coming for their target again
and again, she knew him the instant he entered the bar. She knew he was here to
kill, and the moment she saw him observing here through smokes she knew it was
her, she was the target. She had nothing to complain; she had fought her battle
for too long, killing her would not have served any one’s purpose. Then why
someone would want her dead, he was thinking sipping his single malt.
She had shown him his room and he sat by
the window waiting for her to come back after closing the bar. It was raining
heavily and he could feel tiny droplets hitting his stark face as if trying to
dilute him. He did not realize how long it had been when suddenly he felt as if
he could see distant mountain, there weren’t any clouds anymore. But something
was wrong, he felt it was not really day, for there were no light, it was dark,
still, but how come those mountains were visible in such darkness, he could
even see woods, village at distance, people wandering around, all soaked in
dark. He was puzzled, was he drunk, did she sedate him; he splashed a handful
of water on his face, but still all dark. He looked towards sky and saw a dark
round object; he could not look at it more than a couple of seconds. Suddenly a
thought strike him, has the sun gone dark?
Imagine a world with a dark sun, all you
see around is darkness, but dark enough to see it all as clear as ever. A world
habitual of waking up to dark sun at dawn and sleeping to a dark moon by dusk. A
world where the light has no place and we would do everything to keep the
lights away. Imagine a world where we are exposed to ourselves and have no
means to hide our sins, where the light is discriminated as carrier of lies and
manipulations. She appeared to him like that dark moon he thought of just now,
soft yet subtle, a distinct edge of darkness all around, he imagined her melting
herself drop by drop through the night and suddenly he felt he was drowning.
Knock, knock! Suddenly he woke up to a gentle
and a low yet firm voice at the door. Was he having a nightmare, before he
could even blink or think of he felt a touch of cold metal against his neck,
cold enough to send a shiver down his spine. He always thought himself dead enough
to feel no emotion, but what he felt just now, was it fear…?”
To be continued…
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